Monday, March 2, 2015

Predeparture thoughts and feelings





Japan, birthplace of samurais, sushi, hello kitty, and a culture that is fundamentally unique compared to any other around the world. For over a decade it has been a dream of mine to go to Japan. Long before I dreamed of being an international business leader, I was a self proclaimed karate master in love with Japanese anime and anything else that had to do with the land of the rising sun. As someone who has never ventured to the eastern hemisphere of our planet, there is little I can teach you about Japan aside from what I've learned in class and through my own studies. However, I feel as though since this is my first blog post it is more important to impart unto you the sense of wonder and excitement I feel about the trip I will undertake. I have an entire semester to share with you everything I experience while I live and study in Tokyo, but I only have this one chance to accurately describe how I am feeling in this moment.

Recently I read a quote that inspired me to try and become a blogger for the IB program here at USC. It read: "when you leave your comfort zone, that is where your life begins." These words express how I have lived my life recently, and I have accomplished more than I ever thought possible because of it. I thought to myself that if I could influence a single person to chase after their goals through writing this blog it would be well worth the effort. To truly understand how I feel in this moment you must first know a little about who I am.

I left high school as an average student who never had truly pursued anything with fervor. I coasted through life with only a vague idea of who I really was as an individual. I wanted to change. With that goal in mind I started my college career with the intent of becoming more than anyone ever thought I could be. My first step towards the end of my comfort zone was taken the moment I applied to USC with the hope off one day studying International Business. With a lot of hard work I was accepted as an honors student after my freshman year, and then with even more hard work and a lot of will power I was accepted into our IB program last spring. I have spent the past years of my life well outside of my comfort zone and I can confidently say I have “lived”. If you told me 3 years ago that I would be excelling at the number one program in the nation for International Business I would have called you outrageous. At this point I am doing just that and going even further. As I continue to pursue opportunities that I think will push me past my breaking point I consistently find that there are no limits to what one can accomplish with passion and hard work.

As I begin preparations for my trip to Japan my imagination runs wild with what I might experience while I am there. Will I lose myself in the crowded streets and confusing metro system that makes up the largest city in the world? Will I be able to compete with the students of the prestigious Waseda University? Will I be able to adapt to a culture that is unlike anything I have ever experienced? As of right now I’m unaware of the answers to these questions, but I can say for certain that finding the answers will be an experience I will never forget. I am filled with both excitement and trepidation as I look towards the future. It is never easy to take steps further outside your comfort zone, but I have never felt more fulfilled as a person than I do in this moment. I urge anyone who reads this to take that first step. I cannot promise it will be easy and I cannot promise that your path towards your goal will be easy to traverse, but I can promise that it will be one decision you never regret.

As I finish this emotional and somewhat lengthy blog post I leave you with a quote presented to me in one of my classes that had a profound impact on me. If you take away nothing else from this blog post please remember this: “It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.”   - Theodore Roosevelt

Best wishes,

Nikolas Zalesky

No comments:

Post a Comment